i come to realise that i'm not ok. i don't know what i'm doing now. i don't know what you're thinking now. i'm thinking hard. so hard that i don't want to think. it's like you're thinking so hard but it's just nothing. i'm scared. of pain. of loneliness. of the final outcome. sigh. life's just hard. who says life's easy? i'm just stuck.

i believe

someday, i'll be alright. =)

many things had definitely changed for the four of us this year. though the changes were bad. but i really hope things will turn for the better for the four of us in the future...