Tuesday, January 30, 2007, 7:57 PM
something tells me that im not ok. but i can't figure exactly what it is.
i do agree that jc2 life = no life. angel and mortal. they both replied me today. chionging tutorials. trying to understand what is going on during lectures. i still dont really like econs. especially that lecturer. im too lazy to add in commas and full stop already. chemistry mock spa today. abit screwed. lucky its only mock. tutorials are piling up. biology mock spa on friday. chemistry h3 im still struggling abit. im tired of everything. can i just leave here and hide somewhere where no one can find me? can i just forget everything? can you just knock my head and made my head have a concussion and made me lose memory? i wanna do many things but i cant do them. everything seems blurry. my head is getting heavier again. hate this feeling. im still sick. am i doing the right thing? did i put my hope on something that gives me return? or is it my giving will not get me anything? im tired. shagged. perhaps the only way to dilute this pain is to keep working. dont stop. dont rest. dont think. just work. at least it kinda work bah. do you feel what i feel? i hate this life. i wanna get out of it. i want my wish to come true. i want returns... i wonder when will all these end?
allow me to stay dumb for awhile.
still waiting...
