Sunday, April 01, 2007, 3:29 PM
after pondering for a few hours, i've finally decided to blog. perhaps its because i dont want to get started with my econs article. later have to go and find one and write about it. sian sian sian.
ytd was tough. 9-5 prac. killer. totally shagged. conducted 2 sectionals in a row. learnt about stuff that i'd never knew of. and pretty tough to concentrate on the different parts. luckily got wenjun for the 2nd sectionals. first time conducting sectionals with section 3. haha. but i've given my best. thanks u guys for ur comments k. i was fretting whether i did an alright job. especially tiff. haha.
friday was sports day. the 4*400m relay guys was the highlight to me. cause its the most exciting race. with draco and pegasus overtaking each other. but in the end, draco won that race. great fight! then dinner with gj, wil, ernest, timo, nigel, fran, wee, yumi, xy, kel. took random picts. plus some enactment and ernest being so sporty. haha. shall upload the picts when im free and my internet connection is v fast.
its up till now that i dont know what i want. that aim seem so far away. i dont know how to fill that piece of paper. and i've to hand it in tomorrow. sigh.
as for my belief, as days go by, it floats further and further away from me. im trying to escape from everything, isnt it obvious? perhaps its my form of protecting myself? but i really dont want my belief to die off. im trying my best to hold on to this belief. but circumstances seem to make me hesitating. because it really hurts. will it survive till that day?
my level of technology seem to have increased by leaps and bounds these days. so proud of myself. **grins** anyway...
still holding on to it... are you?
