Friday, April 06, 2007, 11:25 AM
pretty lethargic these days. tiring week maybe. finally 1 day i can slack at home. but with loads of things to do. nth much lately. if u consider her leaving us as 1 then maybe not. yep. a level schedule's out. well. perhaps having it on that day is good in a way.
harmo practices, sectionals, tutorials, my own expectations, my own feelings etc. im still trying to sort them out. in the pursuit of perfection, i've realised that it doesnt exist. am i trying pursuing something that's intangible? perhaps i should take it as a way to improve myself.
the class is a joyful bunch of people whom i seriously love a lot. it's about (11-4=) 7 more months with them. but it's seriously a fun class. random pictures, funny and sporty guys, girls who talk about everything and anything. we rock. lol.
it's (23-6=) 17 more days to syf. 19 more days to concert audition. and less than a month to harmo concert. yep. once these are over, the burden will lighten i guess.
i've been trying not to dump my horner harmo away. but it seems that i can no longer use it anymore already. need to buy another harmo liao. perhaps it's time to cast my persistence aside. and be realistic.
my belief. im trying my best to hold on to it. tightly. whether the ending is desirable or not, i think i'll turn out fine. cause it's my choice. no matter how hard it gets, i've decided not to give it up. just realised it has been half a year already.
- still holding on to it... are you? -
