Tuesday, July 17, 2007, 8:26 PM
been long since my last entry. 1 mth plus... loads of things happened. ct over. hols over. meaning A lvls approaching.
talking abt results. eh. its ok lah. though i knew i could have done better. perhaps i shld admit tt im not smart after all. some things just keep bugging me. but then who am i to do something abt it? or rather will anything i do have an impact? i realised tt i've to move on and till that day is here. it's how cruel life is. some things u just cant escape. no matter how hard u try. so why not get over and done with? A lvls will be over in abt 4 more mths. hmmm. gotta start to do smth abt it. i've no right to dictate how others live, but i'm holding responsibility of how my live shld be. sometimes i do reminisce abt it, but when i realised tt nth is coming out of it, perhaps its time i stop burying myself in the past and be realistic. some things just cant be forgotten and let go that easily. but what i really want to say is: i've never change. neither has it.
ok. enough of lamenting. i shld start on my essay outline. perhaps more later. when im more in the mood ba. :)
